i had a fever last monday then it went away in a day then again on friday and now i'm back to fevering AGAIN arghghgh :( IN OTHER NEWS i did a few more artfight attacks!! and started worldbuilding again and working on a wiki for my world on this site :D been struggling with deciding whether to copy paste from obsidian each time or to just migrate all my worldbuilding notes here and opening them in a different obsidian vault. The latter would be easier but I also really want to keep everything in one place.. hm..
wait why is organic chem actually really fun i was so scared of this unit lmao but predicting reactions and learning about the basic mechanisms is kinda fun (i'm only at the VERY basics tho so this might change in the future LMAO)
I DID IT!! (check my previous post on deriving project hail mary's astrophage temperature) i overcomplicated it so much lol
omg bro i've spent like 5 hours sitting here trying to derive the correct astrophage temperature from project hail mary based on the needed energy to produce the neutrinos ARGHRGHGH and this is from someone who's in high school and doesn't take physics lmao ;-; been trying to learn and doing so many calculations with formulas i barely understand AND IT AIN'T WORKINGGG RARHGH there's no way weir just picked an arbitrary number right??? all his science and numbers are so well thought out. god someone release me from this jail lmao i want to just give up and move on BUT MY BRAIN WON'T LET ME i want to move on from this so bad but my brain won't let me leave / stop until i figure this out lmao
so i managed to get the code to work the way i wanted it to and now i'm bored lmao
i hate coding i hate coding i hate coding nothing works ajfdl but i would sit here and do this forever and this is so fun
i literally finished a whole units worth of chem and spent two hours learning javascript why does my brain still keep telling me that i'm a fucking loser who needs to lock in I HAVE BEEN DOING THIGNS ARGHGH
wrote a unit test for chem then did the entirety of the next unit's lessons in one weekend my brain is so fried oml
my site is so horribly organised oml what even is this mess LMAO
been reading project hail mary beacuse i loved the movie so much and this MAY in time become my new hyperfixation lol. i love how the main relationships are all platonic and i just love ryland's character smmm!! and in the book the amount in which he loves and cares for his students is so sweet i wish they showed this more in the movie
oml why is it actually so hard to lock in ARGHGHHG i'm either in a state of doing nothing but work for many days or being incapable of doing anything and there is no in between
woke up at 3am and couldn't go back to sleep so ended up finishing a whole artfight attack instead lol. my body keeps doing that i might start getting up and doing stuff then sleeping again instead of rolling around in bed for an hour each time
went to a cat cafe to draw with some art friends yesterday which was so fun!! It's so cool to have art friends who are better / similar level to you and just draw and play art games tgt :D
i can feel the site making hyperfixation wearing off and it suuuuucks *shakes site vigorously* gimme the happy chemicals
learning to use a ssg is frying my brain
my sister made macarons for like the third time this month i'm going to get diabetes i swear
