personality
traits
personality
Resilient / perfectionistic She always tries so hard in everything she does and hates giving up. She feels really compared to others since no matter how much more effort she puts in, she always seems to do worse. She wants to prove her worth against them, so she always puts immense amounts of time and effort into making sure the things she does is as perfect as she can make them, and gets really frustrated when they don't turn out how she wants. This has also given her a very bad sleep schedule since she refuses to sleep until she's done or until she passes out.
Impulsive She is so scatterbrained lol and often does things impulsively. She's also very distractable and always ends up doing the WEIRDEST things (usually with solace)
Positive She has a really positive outlook on things, which can sometimes lead to her being seen as overly naive or innocent. She tends to give others the benefit of the doubt and is always smiling and laughing. This also ends up being kind of a mask; she really wants others to think she's capable and perfect, so she always tries to hide away any negative emotions with smiles and humour.
Competitive She's very hard on herself and feels like she isn't enough, since in the past, she's often gotten mediocre grades or fallen short of the top marks despite trying so hard. She's constantly trying to prove herself and appear like the best to everyone, making her incredibly competitive and appear outwardly confident. This makes her kind of annoying sometimes since she often takes things like friendly games too seriously. She's also not above telling small lies or secretly putting someone else down to look better.
Sensitive / clingy She gets really attached to certain people and craves their approval. She fears them secretly hating her or leaving her because she's not enough. She often overthinks tiny mistakes or comments and starts thinking that the other person hates her, which leads her into a world of panic and self hatred. She cries and panics really easily which she HATES and always tries to hide. She craves attention and is clingly, but also thinks that she's annoying and fears them secretely hating her or being bothered by her because of it. On the other hand, she also cares a lot about the people she loves and is really protective over them.
Anxious She's got like 200% energy all the time which is great but also makes her incredibly stressed and anxious about lots of things. She's really self-conscious about how she appears to others and really overthinks what they think of her, being really fearful of their rejection. She also gets way more stressed than normal about every piece of schoolwork and spends way too much time on everything since she's scared her work is horrible.
Closed-off She appears quite bubbly, and uses humour to hide her true emotions. She hates being vulnerable with others, always wanting to seem perfect and put together to them. As a kid, she was made fun of for crying easily and her dad was quite emotionally distant so she never learned to properly express or talk about her feelings / problems. As such, she avoids expressing any negative emotions and always tries to hide it with a smile or laughter.